Happy New Year

im listening to award tour by a group callled a tribe called quest. Love the music. Well happy new year and a prosperous life ahead for all , please to all the negative peeps out there time to turn the frown upside down it takes more muscles to frown then to smile so go ahead give it a try you will feel better and yes the grass is always greener on the happy side. Ive been happy for the last 2 years and what i ask for from the universe im getting (yes those big ticket items as well) they are in the process coming as well as the universe is such a big place and is infinite in space it takes time for those things to come into place.

Everyone wants things now i want this i want that , thats ok but are you willing to give i was giving all the time  my time 16-18 hrs a day in the job along with the stress smoking a pack a day and so on you know like bad eating habits drinking 20 cups of coffee a day eating all the junk food out there along with chips,pop,candies and the like. That was 10 yrs ago when i was 36 doing nothing strenuous i had a heart attack. Life changed i could have bit the bullet then and there , i guess the Lord saved me so i did a 180 and headed in the right direction with no job and no money (for meds) i completely changed my lifestyle no added salt in food very little sugar (by the way sugar in the body is poison) i lasted 10 yrs had second heart attack this time had a 6 bypass they carved out the veins from my left arm (the vultures) lol and took 2 small veins from the rt leg upper thigh again no job since may this happened in aug 2010 again they said i had to take meds so i didi homework and went on the internet read up on the meds and while in the hosp i decided not to take them they basically rushed me out of the hosp say i can recover on my own .. i told this to my doctor as well that what the hosp did using me as a guinea pig trying different types of meds on me 1st time i passed out 2nd time  i scratched my self so hard i bled couldnt feel it i was numb from head to toe 3rd time they want to feed me meds again i said NO!!!!! please if you want to heal take natural stuff like cinnamon and honey ginger fruits veggies cut the salt ,sugar , smoking , stress and stupidness and start living .Dont give your hard earned money to the drug companies they have a bounty on it same as doctors. My doctor doesnt want to see me anymore as im not taking meds and as im telling you i told him ive been living in this body 48 years now dont tell me what i have to take to make myself better. I had a flu 10 yra ago felt like shit for a week , now a flu lasts me 3-4 hours. my immune system is strong not suppressed last cold i had was maybe 20 years ago no aching bones no headaches no body aches i get 8 - 10 hrs sleep a day drink water to cleanse the system approx 3 liters a day and i have alot of energy. so folks get off the meds drink water flush out your system drink honey and cinnamon, eat nuts fruits and veggies throughout the day and you will hve energy look years younger your skin will be soft and glow energy will be through the roof take your vitamins if you need them along with a product called effamol and cod liver oil and you will see a change within a few weeks and your body will thank you . Bob Marley Satisfy my soul , is the last song im listening to .. So in closing take care of yourself and you r body will thank you and show you what you were missing all these years and you will be able to turn that frown upside down Chowders folks ttyl.              

Yup its the time for holly jolly good times , the holidays are upon us and as i sit in the hosp with my lady friend who is visiting her grand daughter i have time to sit and ponder and write a few lines and gather my thoughts as we come to close of another year that has passed just as quickly as it has come. Natural mystic is what im listening to by Bob Marley, great song including Crisis both of them downloaded from this link here. Music is the window to my soul and like i said as i sit here wondering what to write my brain is open to all sorts of things as i listen to my music which i must know up to and at least 10,000 songs starting from 1940 to present with reggae being my favorite.
 What goes to my head as im listening to the vibes i can listen clearly and focus on the words im typing on this blog. 

I need to find out from you folks what makes you relax and wind down and opoen your heart and your mind for you to receive all the blessing that the world has given to you. I know each individual is different so please do share your thoughts and feeling on this subject i would greatly appreciate it with that my closing song is True- spandau ballet cya folks till the next time comes.

money maker

To all those who know about profit clicking you dont have to read this post this is going to be just a short posting. To those that have heard this saying and i quote give a man a fish he can eat for a day , but teach him how to fish and he can eat for a lifetime. This folks is my meaning of being fed, i was hungry till i found this program on the internet last year. The company since has changed names and has grown since i joined last dec from about 200,000 members to over 2 million members and growing daily. If you want to succeed finally and feed yourself goto let me teach you to fish and you already know my name so if you land on another page instead make sure it says Welcome guest of George Szeles watch the video and just to the right of that video it will say gimme my 10.00... Yes we give you 10.00 free to "testdrive" the system for 81 days and on or about the 50th day the system will take the money back and after 88 days you will be left with 5.00 but you cant withdraw it min withdraw is 20.00 . I urge you to feed this program and it will gladly reward you. I have given you the tools im "teaching" you how to make money as someone has taught me now go and "teach" all your friends thanks and leave comments if you wish and i will see you on the inside.

not lazy just busy

So sorry ive been neglecting my blog as i started working for an establishment my friend recently got for me thanks Johnny you know who you are, this was about 3 weeks ago im getting to think now this job is no good ,i havent gotten paid in 3 weeks now so i called up my friend he spoke to my boss and he said ill get paid friday (likely story) so i called him today told him i wont be into work tomorrow as i get a ride in each morning so i told him not to send the guy to pick me up he said why i said to him i had doctors appt which i had previously set up a month and a half ago so i asked him to send the guy to pick me up wednesday , he said call him first anyway so what do you think guys and gals do i still have a job here or no let me know by commenting 

brain traffic

Life is good life is great being positive is better than being irate. People are rushing through life with their struggles appointments disappointments let downs, i have this to pay that to pay , kids need new shoes , mommy and daddy are fighting again, and the list goes on. We all should have a common goal in life to get rid of all this so called "mental garbage" or what i like to call it "brain traffic" . It gets jammed up with people starting in the morning with the kids not getting up to get ready for school , taking too long in the shower always wondering if im ever going to make it on time you will you just have to take a "time-out" everyday maybe even 15 min a day and start throwing out the trash in your mind so you can focus and not miss out on th good things in life

SCAN THE CODE WITH YOUR SMART PHONE START MAKING MONEY BY TOMORROW FREE 
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Absolutely Lost

What can i say its 1:25 am wed morning cant sleep thinking bout the past days activities. My lady friends in a bind her heart belongs to someone else and its been ripped apart again for the 3rd time. She has had a nervous breakdown 3 times 2x ive been there to calm her down, shes head over heels for this guy (my former boss) whos left his wife 7 times.....omg are you kidding me is he for real and dropped the bomb on this lovely lady i know 2x.

I have told her how i feel about her and the situation, shes heard me talk about it more times than i can count on my one hand(Hello- Lionel Ritchie)playing on my tv as i type this(how fitting). Im a very patient person i will keep repeating this till i turn 5 shades of purple to her and i will guide her and be there for her and wait for her(shes knows this also )  i went so far as to tell her since she is this guys soul mate shes told me if she hears from him leave him and find someone else she will do as shes told but she says hes not going to say that ever but he keep going back to his wife and she keeps holding on to him for that reason alone..... is there something wrong here?!?!?!? 

I myself havent been in a relationship  but not having horse blinders on as i have said in a previous post im not blind and my brain hasnt been poisoned by what takes place when one is in an abusive relationship out of hatred or lust or alcohol or just because of infatuation or soul -mate criteria. Im single and im a one woman man ,,, patience i do have for this woman as i love her dearly ,,, clearly she has no patience shes told me so ,,, not sure if we are compatible as shes Aquarius so am i lets hope for the best more on this at  later date......REFLECT REJECT RESPECT 

haste makes waste

Really it makes no sense cause in that moment of feeling uneasiness and rushing around like a chicken with your head cut off it doesnt help because doing that your not thinking your mind is racing your palms get sweaty your heart rate rises you start to get frustrated cause you cant find your keys .... slow down retrace your steps and remeber that when you entered the washroom you dropped them on the floor because you needed to go badly and in your haste while fumbling with your zipper finally the release now your ok .. Back to the present moment, your all dressed up ready to go now there is one more thing you  dont know where they are thats your sunglasses now i winder where those are (chuckle chuckle) . I can tell you exactly where they are ....wait hold that thought ... can you picture it ...   good if you know then you are the best if not then look in the lst place you left them if you found them im thinking of that place comment if you know what place im talking about .... lol so in closing slow down tke time to notice thing and you wont forget where anything is ....REFLECT, REJECT, AND RESPECT  YOURSELF BEFORE ANY OTHERS AND YOU WILL GET TO WHERE YOU ARE GOING !!!

daily buzz

Im just sitting here in timmies its supposed to be fall but its nice nd warm and with the changes in the weather its foggy out just like peoples memories or thinking. Im the kind of individual that says things or does thing on the spur of the moment. Im pretty spontaneous and do things on the spur of the moment (on the fly). Im pretty easy going and shy im Aquarius (the water bearer) most people when they speak to me say that when i get on a subject i can speak about that subject for a long time and give some insight into people lives that they can relate to. Its takes only about  few minutes that the people start to "open up" and feel comfortable with me and their surroundings . I listen well and can focus in on the individual and on the moment at hand.

Its hard for people to "hold" their tongues when they are in a heated argument ones yelling at the other one NO ONE IS LISTENING to the other person, i have never been in a relationship but i notice alot in my life because i sit back and listen and watch and observe and there seems to be alot of things going on in peoples lives that they dont realize what is going on and whos watching them. Just  little bit of insight given by me a normal person who has slowed down and stopped to smell the roses and help that little old lady(who could be your mother). Do 1 thing a day that makes someone happy , but most of all love yourself for who you are and what you turned out to be and live every moment like this was the last day in your life , put away your negativity as it takes more muscles in your face to frown than to smile, and for those who have kids give them a hug and a kiss and ask them questions be part of their lives because they are a part of yours. PEACE LOVE AND HEALING AND BE POSITIVE. 

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new blog new life

Hello and welcome to my new blog as my other blog has been blocked by my gmail address so i had to use different gmail address so i can have access im happy to be going live again.